Listening to this moment carries such depth and peace. The birds are filling the scenes with glorious music and orchestra. The breeze is cool. My sweet cat is sleeping and I see him breathing with ease. My orchid flower is still so vibrant and alive. My plants are shiny green. I feel my heart. I feel my feet planted on the floor. I see a picture of Brownie, the most amazing heart and soul in a dog's body that now is without that body.. How deep is my love for Brownie words can't describe..
I sense joy in the sunlight. I sense peace. I sense peace.

"Do I love u because ur beautiful or are u beautiful because I love u. "

Watching the movie Cinderella tonight. Loved how the prince said this to Cinderella the night of the ball.

whadda u do when...

Whadda u do when one of ur best friends tells u she has to have brain surgery because of a lesion, whadda u do?
Whadda u do when ur heart aches because of all the torment she's going thru, whadda u do?

Whadda u do when Cinderella's on TV and she's blue, but she still keeps a dream and sees it through..
She goes beyond the mean words and disgrace, and the slavery and the face
she sees in herself- the face thru the veils of harshness her family brainwashed her with.

Whadda u do when fiction and reality all live together, but only 1 reality does live forever.

Whadda u do when death is seen everyday. When yesterday at work, I opened the door to a man -with a stretcher- from the morgue, and a family in the hallway crying outloud because they lost their young child, whadda u do?

Compassion, understanding, love that's neverending, sweetness in the eyes, and a vision that sees deep inside, deep within the layers of pain, straight to the light within it all.

Within it all there is beauty, that lasts past the temporary skin, and what materialism brings..

The soul inside
forever lives in light,
and sees past it all.

Vices of many fill this life, but perhaps thru its challenges and strife, it helps us finally come back home. When we went beyond the pride, and became tired of the blame and the suffering of it all..its when we are just deeply ready to just come back home. We can always come back home.

God gives us what we need not what we want sometimes
if we can be at peace with that
we got it covered.
if we can change it change it or leave
but if not can we accept it and
stay in ease?

child of love
forgive yourself for anything youve done
you are more than merely what you have done
see it as everyday experiences
that guide you to what no longer serve your true self.
the only way by knowing what doesnt serve us anymore is by experiencing it,
boldly in our own lives or seeing it in another..
and i know. we told ourselves over and over again,
to not eat too late, or watch tv until late,
no wonder i wake up moody and angry at myself,
ive done this far too many times to know better but.....
do u see how you self punish yourself thru your words,
actions that arent even a big deal and u already putting urself on that cross.

can u give urself a break?
know that ur human,
just learn from it and promise urself
that ull try next time to sleep earlier,
to eat earlier, and definitely watch tv earlier..
especially tv can fill your mind with great unease,
its easy to pick up energies from those we see, that scream, and shout, and seem to get so furious..
and were just watching them on tv and soaking it all in and then hours later were also feeling all those feelings..
and stricken with tension..
we have to come back to ourselves
for deep introspection, and not let ourselves be carried away with the angry mind that punishes today.
catch it. catch it now.
stop and watch the tension
and send it love,
tension is like your lost suffering friend who needs a hug and some reassuring.
let it know u are there to help
and be neutral and understanding.
also feel the aliveness throughout your body at whole, down from your feet, up to your head... thats all.. just stop, watch, and breathe, and recycle..
this body has amazing capability of recycling,
like a wave, comes n goes,
also let whatever comes in, pass, and go.
love urself for not what happens,
give urself a chance
its never too late..
this is what life i

owls and crocodiles

owls and crocodiles
sunflowers
and shiny armours
over a caterpillar's chest
no way better to look at nature's best

vegetable stew at dinner after a walk at the park..
wondering why my arms are so weak
after my workout.. what a week..
what a day..
its nice when we can share a smile and play..
with the dog
with our friends
life is short
but then again it never ends..

perhaps this body will shed and die sometime
as these bricks and stones may too dissolve to dust.
but the everescent life in a flower after the flower..
still dwells in life..
can we feel it?
or are we too busy in our minds?

its neat when we can use this recycling machine, and let out what we let in.
and as we clean it layer by layer
everything becomes clearer
everything becomes more transparent

and soon without trying
everything has a different face
everything becomes loving
because we see the lovingness within any and all acts.

people are lost sometimes and consumed by suffering
it can be so sad to watch and even
at times confusing
but let us not only focus on what is bad
for there is a glow of oneness within everyone,
and that's that
as i experience it.

and when a lost soul sees eyes of love regardless of whatever he has caused,
he too may finally for once feel accepted,and thru that love, which he probably never felt before,
will flower a transformation,
and love
may be the main ingredient from then on,
or not the,
may be it may take more time.
but a seed of kindness has been shared
for all ways
and perhaps it may be continued to be shared,
can we share it today?
we may not realize the power in our hug, in our smile, in our love..
until we see beyond
but regardless..
can we be true?
and love beyond most means?
all else that is not love eventually brings us back to the essence o

salutation to the moon

salutation to the moon
so bright
u amplify
life.
u strike the very chord in me
and as i see you i see me.

we are all reflections of eachother.
we are all mirror images of oneanother.
sometimes we hate to admit
that the weaknessess in him
we feel sometimes also..
until the honest heart
sheds an honest cry,
and eventually an honest laugh
and by this we awaken our path..
we transform
we transcend
we surpass
to no end
and slowly the layers slough off more and more until all is left is the crystal inside that remains warm.

and then we see within ourselves the same way as we see the moon
bright
transparent
loving
and forever
in bloom