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Friday, April 9, 2010

John Keats

 
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John Keats
A lover of poems
A poet of lovers
as he loved a lover so sweetly-
his poems explained it so.

Through fire in his breath,
with the knowing that without
a dime or an inch
of health he
couldn't secure
his love by him
for too long
a time-

But still
with the time they had,
they were blessed to shine.
And now beyond his death
his poems of love
will forever fill our chests.

He wrote to his "Fanny":
Bright Star
Bright star, would I were steadfast as thou art —
Not in lone splendour hung aloft the night
And watching, with eternal lids apart,
Like Nature's patient, sleepless Eremite,
The moving waters at their priestlike task
Of pure ablution round earth's human shores,
Or gazing on the new soft-fallen mask
Of snow upon the mountains and the moors —
No — yet still stedfast, still unchangeable,
Pillow'd upon my fair love's ripening breast,
To feel for ever its soft fall and swell,
Awake for ever in a sweet unrest,
Still, still to hear her tender-taken breath,
And so live ever — or else swoon to death.

lizard


As I stand and rest my head against this lovely tree, I see something I've never seen before.
I see a lizard sleeping on a rope,
a rope that was used to keep a rose bush standing tall.

And then I look, and I see the full moon, glowing like it never has before.
An aura of light circles the moon as if it actually looked like a round rainbow,
it's hard to describe it actually, for I've never seen something like that before.

It actually looks like 2-3 rings of different shades of light- from a flourescent white to iluminating pinks, purples, greens, and oranges.
It's gorgeous.

People always say that we tend to get a little crazy around the Full Moon.
Perhaps the full moon is an opportunity to release our habitual tendencies that don't serve us of the world no longer.


Perhaps the full moon is an opportunity to allow all those things to surface,
to come to the surface,
so that we can better reflect upon it and let it go once we see we mastered the lesson
in it all.
It is 6AM and the night is turning into day. The lizard is still sleeping soundly.
He doesn't seem to mind I am writing away in his presence.

This is the start of a new day,a new way of living and recreating my life and dreams, my visions, and my ways of being.

I am like a TV with many channels. and it is up to me which channel I wish to entertain.

Today I wish to entertain the channel of compassion towards myself and others.

Thank you God.
I Love this life as it brings about such opportunities to grow in love and in harmony.

I thank the opposite of love and harmony for helping me appreciate the duality of life and its purpose.

For everything that is not love eventually brings me to a place of love.

PS- the lizard just woke up.
10-16-09

God
I am so sorry for any hurt I gave to another.
When I feel others who want so much from me,
it sometimes feels like they are taking
the life out of me-
suffocating me at whole,
drowning me
in this bottomless pit full of ghoul-
ish things,
of unforgiving trees,
that in the end,
only wishes to breathe
and to grow,
like trees are meant to grow.
And just like the trees like space to grow,
I am learning how sometimes I am in control
because it's okay-
it's okay to sometimes say no.



We always think we have the answers for the other,
we give lots of commentaries on how the other one
should live and what they should do, and we say it to them
over and over
and never do we stop to take a breath
and listen to whether they wish to get a breath
or even ask
whether what we say even helps-
because really-
are we trully trying to help?
or do we gain some kind of power by
being the stronger one
but its all a game-

And when the game bites back,
as we are on the receiving end,
we feel the sting,
and we become eventually grateful
for what life oddly brings.

Thank you God for letting me realize
and understand the old famous line-
that's written by Joan Anglund-
It goes like this-
"A bird does not sing because it has
an Answer.
It sings because it has a Song."

We think we need to be better, better all the time,
know it all, and show it off,
act "So Cool",
we think it is the way to be approved,
that somehow this is the only way
to not feel used or be mistreated,
for we're respected if others think
we're smart as we wear pleated
pants and fancy dresses-

But in the end a compassionate smile
and the warmth of love is all that is
needed on this earth and above.




May all else be nourished,
all the rain that drops
as it flourishes
into rivers
and land,
may it rain onto us
wisdom at hand.
and wisdom in this land,
that eventually becomes the
essence of a flowering plant.



Light, subtle, and sweet-
that is all my heart finds for treats.