Death

 

Death

Don't you find an answer for me, she says.
Let me find my own answer
please
don't dismiss the trees
don't dismiss the calling of the breeze
in my breath that wishes to finally
please me

Oh death
is it just a another fiction in life
for we have believed it through trials and strife.
Oh laughter you amuse my spirit
when you help me realize
what real is

Real is the freedom inside
beyond bricks of time,
beyond skin in life,
in this body of mine,
temporarily here-
encasing this soul
that forever shines.

Oh trickery,
we give in to trickery
and become tricked
through attachment and
egotistical illogic
thinking
but is it real-
what our minds appeal?

Oh death,
I approach you everyday
really
in every way.
Death of the old thoughts
I've carried.
Death of the emotions deep within buried.
Death of the tiny dryness in my skin.
Death of the tears and my old wounds
that grew thin
and loosened up
and finally they were given a chance to open up.

Finally comes the funeral
the death of the body altogether,
but its alright buttercup
for it was just the cocoon
now finally liberated
and perhaps you may finally see the butterfly
flying to the highest tree sometime soon
and you will look at it with love and with ease
as it is filled with life in the breeze
and then you will remember
what life is really about
and feel the freedom
without a doubt.

Enjoy each moment,
enjoy each bliss.
When the heart says no, allow it
without guilt or dismiss.
And when the heart says yes,
enjoy it fully
and make sure you treasure it
for you never know how long it will
last trully.

In the end
May I always remind you
I shall always come back to love this life.


Inspired by the movie "My Sister's Keeper" and by life, the urge of death of certain things that just wish to go.

 

Friends
When we can be real with our friends-
When we can find everlasting pleasure
while jumping ontop of those big carts
while being pushed down the aisles in Home Depot,
what better way to spend time with friends.

When we can take a picture pretending to be meditating
but really we're just sticking out our tongue
in a silly goofy way in the presence of our friends,
what better way to end
a night
but to realize we can be vulnerable tonight
and its alright

A friend
who allows you to cry and still is there
without barriers or ignorance,
that's a true friend.
One who pushes your boundaries and
allows you to grow
that's a friend I truly commend.

What better way to spend
a whole day letting go of everything bitter and old
and to come out of the box...
while someone helps you ascend
the ladders you climb in life
what better than a friend.

I am blessed to have you friends.
I am blessed to be a friend.
I am blessed.
We are blessed.

Love you guys!! Love you Monica!! You always get me!! You are intuitive and kind! I will never forget when I tried to pretend everything was okay and you helped me be real and shine!!:)) Ok, This Blogger is addicting, my butt is achy from sitting too long, needs a rest, til another day!!

Ahh how sweet when life can bring such treasured gifts.
You deserve my attention, my honor, yet lately I've been inside a cave,
trying to master all of life, away.
And I see that my truest of family and friends allow me to have this space so that with myself,
I can again become true friends.
I used to think calling eachother frequently
used to be the way to keep a friend, I know realize that the ones who love you will love you eternally and unconditionally.
These 2 people, these 2 folks-
have been a sunshine in the peak of my snow.

I think of them always, and smile with laughter when I recall her glasses outside her sweet expression that faces me tenderly.
And she is always lovingly and consistently,

my second mom -Dear Kat .

Always giving hugs, always a laughter, always there to advise me, always has the time to love and bring about sweet peace.

And Scott, his ease,

a fatherly father who has shown me what a true Father really is.
For I forgot, I was 10 when I last was able to see a man whom I called father or friend.
Scott is always there, so caring, without end.

I must have done something good in this life to deserve such caring eyes!
Caring eyes around me and throughout me to comfort as we share some laughs

and some tears after a long needed cry.

Love you guys!!!!

You are just the breeze

that delights the trees

You are the heaven

that brings the rain

and then nurtures

life with a prize again and again.

You are human eyes

that can dispel

the kind of love

that warms our

very own might.

Oh- you are majestic,

in life you carry

such delightful angelic eyes.

Keep the glow

that is in you right now, under the snow,

Keep the truth and grow until you're old,

like my 95 year old friend who looked at me lovingly again,

with a glow that overflowed.

It is that glow that to me matters most.

-all these poems are created to me with divine love, this picture however is the art of someone else's flowering craft but I just had to place it here for it is such beautiful delightful art.

Today is a great day.

I choose to start it that way.

I choose to go within and find the peace that eternally has been

the root of my presence, the root of all of we.

Oh dear God may I see with eyes that glow majestically.

I see the thoughts popping up again,

I see the emotions bringing me there and there and there, but will I entertain for too long the madness for hours on end?

I choose to feel my heart deeply sing as I hear the birds outside by the trees.

I listen to my cat's purring delightfully and become embedded by the aliveness that within and throughout will always be felt when I choose to connect to it willingly and wisely.

Then a true peacemaker can I trully be as I connect to the spark of love blissfully.

At each moment I can be a peacemaker or a maker of drama.

At each moment.

But that's okay, when I fall again and again, I learn better and better what not to do to fall again, and learn better and better how to connect and become friends with life again.

Everything that is not love eventually brings us to love.

Michael Jackson day started with Suchi and I going for raw Food at Om's and sitting at the park.. ahhh. and then To Lisa's for Michael Jackson Karaoke, and Om's and yummy food as Monica joined in, singing with everyone to the loudest of voices while we laughed and had such amazing fun, and then finally To see the movie, meeting with Vero, and finding ourselves having a great time in the midst of such crowds in the movie theater, we finally managed to get great seats and watch "This is It'. We kept screaming "We Love you Michael Jackson, and the girls infront of us would look back annoyed saying "We know U love him.. already.. "

We sang along with all the songs, and cried more times than 10. We sang his songs in the car all the way home. What great fun!