Love you guys!! Love you Monica!! You always get me!! You are intuitive and kind! I will never forget when I tried to pretend everything was okay and you helped me be real and shine!!:)) Ok, This Blogger is addicting, my butt is achy from sitting too long, needs a rest, til another day!!

Ahh how sweet when life can bring such treasured gifts.
You deserve my attention, my honor, yet lately I've been inside a cave,
trying to master all of life, away.
And I see that my truest of family and friends allow me to have this space so that with myself,
I can again become true friends.
I used to think calling eachother frequently
used to be the way to keep a friend, I know realize that the ones who love you will love you eternally and unconditionally.
These 2 people, these 2 folks-
have been a sunshine in the peak of my snow.

I think of them always, and smile with laughter when I recall her glasses outside her sweet expression that faces me tenderly.
And she is always lovingly and consistently,

my second mom -Dear Kat .

Always giving hugs, always a laughter, always there to advise me, always has the time to love and bring about sweet peace.

And Scott, his ease,

a fatherly father who has shown me what a true Father really is.
For I forgot, I was 10 when I last was able to see a man whom I called father or friend.
Scott is always there, so caring, without end.

I must have done something good in this life to deserve such caring eyes!
Caring eyes around me and throughout me to comfort as we share some laughs

and some tears after a long needed cry.

Love you guys!!!!

You are just the breeze

that delights the trees

You are the heaven

that brings the rain

and then nurtures

life with a prize again and again.

You are human eyes

that can dispel

the kind of love

that warms our

very own might.

Oh- you are majestic,

in life you carry

such delightful angelic eyes.

Keep the glow

that is in you right now, under the snow,

Keep the truth and grow until you're old,

like my 95 year old friend who looked at me lovingly again,

with a glow that overflowed.

It is that glow that to me matters most.

-all these poems are created to me with divine love, this picture however is the art of someone else's flowering craft but I just had to place it here for it is such beautiful delightful art.

Today is a great day.

I choose to start it that way.

I choose to go within and find the peace that eternally has been

the root of my presence, the root of all of we.

Oh dear God may I see with eyes that glow majestically.

I see the thoughts popping up again,

I see the emotions bringing me there and there and there, but will I entertain for too long the madness for hours on end?

I choose to feel my heart deeply sing as I hear the birds outside by the trees.

I listen to my cat's purring delightfully and become embedded by the aliveness that within and throughout will always be felt when I choose to connect to it willingly and wisely.

Then a true peacemaker can I trully be as I connect to the spark of love blissfully.

At each moment I can be a peacemaker or a maker of drama.

At each moment.

But that's okay, when I fall again and again, I learn better and better what not to do to fall again, and learn better and better how to connect and become friends with life again.

Everything that is not love eventually brings us to love.

Michael Jackson day started with Suchi and I going for raw Food at Om's and sitting at the park.. ahhh. and then To Lisa's for Michael Jackson Karaoke, and Om's and yummy food as Monica joined in, singing with everyone to the loudest of voices while we laughed and had such amazing fun, and then finally To see the movie, meeting with Vero, and finding ourselves having a great time in the midst of such crowds in the movie theater, we finally managed to get great seats and watch "This is It'. We kept screaming "We Love you Michael Jackson, and the girls infront of us would look back annoyed saying "We know U love him.. already.. "

We sang along with all the songs, and cried more times than 10. We sang his songs in the car all the way home. What great fun!

When we can share our secrets, our stories, completely feel ourselves, and count on eachother always,, ahhh what a great thing..
I thank God each and every day for the amazing friends I am so blessed to have :)

Suchi
First glance we met
I saw a gentleness and
that gentleness kept
and kept and always has kept
us near,
we are here for eachother
in both happiness and tears.
Always if I frown, I think of my best friends
and then I calm down.

I know we are all in the same boat,
different experiences but one lesson
that's ultimately told.
One lesson we hold
is how
to be gentle with life- with others and with ourselves
Somehow.

But for some reason,
it is serenity,
when I am with my best friends,
I feel I am in a peaceful sanctuary.

Oh Such, You are dear,
you hold a place in my heart
where there is no fear.
All my friends, love ya til the end,
you make life worth living it again and again.

Aww Sahiti!!! and Grandma!!

Children and Snails

All is well
When my heart dwells
At loving children who look at snails
Snails that innocently look up
And antennas they wear
I start to hiccup
Oh I can’t stop
The children smile
I sit on the tile

The flowers gaze
At the sunset above
The flowers pink
I look within

I look with love
My hiccups stop
The children mop
The floor that mom
Was mopping before she took a nap

We're responsible for you
To take care of you
and what great mommy and daddy
you decided to have to help you be trully you.
And I laugh and I giggle
As you clean your room
Because you look so cute
While you mop so clumsily
Reminds me how I just adore you
Quite so lovingly
Quite so sweetly
Quite so well
You are always in my heart
In there you dwell

May we share more times like these
Just simple days filled with ease
Filled with kindness and grace
My heart remembers your gentle face.

Some of the words in this poem are meant for one child I've grown to love and some other words are for another child I've grown to Love. Love you both!