the root of suffering
when we see someone thru mind actvity, trapped into reducing someone into a mind object, even if that mind object is merely a woman, separate from me. Deny thyself stated by Jesus, dissolve thyself, in order to reduce the story of the head, otherwise we have to always add to ourselves, better teacher, a doctor, own a facility, father,
smart, spiritual.... we are already in our fullness but its obscured by needing mind structures. all that is needed is allowing this moment to be as it is. the now takes many forms, forms may dissolve. become aware. people think now is what happens but what happens changes continously. now is the vast spaciousness in which everything unfolds. futility and madness of no eventually brings us to a yes when the suffering forces us to surrender. yes, this is going on, this person, this emotion, a thought, event, a breakdown, if theres a no, it strengthens form identity-the ME. With a yes, the openess comes, and a miracle happens and you no longer react to the form of what is. and stepping out of 100000 of years of mind patterns. for some it takes something so painful, that theres surrender, others encounter tremendous suffering and dont say yes. but we dont have to wait for disaster, for the yes can at this moment for whatever appears. ego is never aligned with life.
my story, my relationships...my experiences... dont look for who i am in the content. i am not complete in the content of the mind. desire,craving,or thirst,wanting,needing because we are looking for ourselves in realm of content with eating or sexuality, unconscious impulse.. its not really the content but were looking for ourself, running this civilizations, clothing,money, relationships, looking for a long time.. but suddenly comes the realization.. the lack is there, the fear is there.
this transformation usually comes when external things important to them (loss or suffering of health,people,situations) taken away. and buddha nature or christ consciousness or essence..etc its tye very suffering drives u to collapse. an opening into a dimension that before was covered up with forms. a hole appearing in someones fabric of existence. people will die, leave,etcc.. . when loss appears dont resist it. whether is losing trust.etc.it is.
ReplyDeletewhatever happens is no longer threatening because you know it can no longer fulfill u fully. desire is looking for urself in the world of content. whatever happens is fine either way. world loses power to fear you because u know urself as the spaciousness. mind wants us to be bigger..etc.. no form lasts that long, even the sun. no matter how much u look u can never find urself in forms. recognition as all forms as temporary.. liberation is right here now. "but this moment is not what it should be...this happening again... i hate it etcc" its form, its temporary form. and when we surrender to what is, form dissolves into the light of love that is in our being.
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