Sunny days

And charming sparrows

Along this wooded route

Ohhh how nothing can disturb my path

When all is nature here and it is so alive and flourishing with trees

And sounds of birds

Who sing out loud

Who sing out loud

Yes

There is the moon at night that accents the nightly sky

It adorns it with a loving glow

It's the most beautiful magical show

This earth along with its rainbows and arches of trees

Forming a canopy above me

Oh life

You glorify the world with your beauty and strength

And you also give it a contrasting light

So that through seeing its opposites we learn

To choose

Wisely

To do what we love

Instead of depending on others to love us-is the key

And through awareness

We ignite our power

We have endless power

We have endless power

That comes from beyond this skin and mind

If we quiet enough

We can connect to it

And feel the peace 

That shines. 

Mind can take us there

But look at everything that is here

The wind blows and it tickles my skin

My dog's heartbeat beats over my leg 

And my heart grows fonder of this closeness

With her

I've spent too long forgetting what is most valuable

Yet it no longer matters 

All that matters is this silence amongst the trees

All that matters is the love in my heart for everything I see

I feel love in my heart for anything that inside feels pain

I hold pain in my head when I think of things that create worry and fear

But I look at it

I observe

With love

Everything is worth my love

My love comes from beyond me

Beyond this 5'5" feminine personality

I'm beyond the hair and nails

And muscles and skin

I'm beyond the beliefs inside that came 

From people telling me who I am and who I'm not

I'm beyond the many ways I choose to spend my days

How can it be any more perfect that what is now

I look at life and I look at death

And I'm starting to see not much of a difference

For our true hearts and our true spirit has no death

We just change our clothes

Sometimes put new socks on

Sometimes we take The old ones off

And within all that

Is the life inside of whatever is going on 

And whatever appears

This peace inside is priceless

It is the deep ocean within the stormy night

It is the deep ocean within the challenging waves

It is what allows everything to be

And watches it lovingly

Like the moon

And the stars

They care less of our drama

They care more to shine and keep shining bright

So that we can see ourselves through them

We've always been bright

Just hidden under the clouds and storms

We are awakening 

And connecting

And realizing

And appreciating all the angels in our path along our way

Yes

A 5'5" little person I no longer am

And more and more become connected to the source of my being

Of your being

Of our beingness

And wonder

I love you

I love you

I love you dwindling flower

Losing your strength

But not losing your power

You may seem weak

And lacking what healthy doggies do

But your immense peace and love at this moment

Is all I can see from you

You are calm

You are relaxed

You are affectionate

And loving

And embracing my presence and my laugh

I laugh when I think of all our times

I laugh when I remember you hiding your food from others

And in your little corner you sat

And ate your food while looking side to side (every so often)

Oh and how we ran

At the beach

And at the park

And in our hearts

We ran with joy 

And freedom

And then we stopped and rested

And looked at each other

And tasted all the dimensions of our love

And I know sometimes I failed you

But you still loved me

You have loved me unconditionally

And you still do

And even when we part from this physical plane

You shall be in my heart

And even when it rains

Or even when it snows

May you feel my love

And may it always grow

And deepen

And settle

With all of Nature's love

You are a little magic wand of light

And you have brightened my heart

I don't know how long we have

In this physical plane- it all moves so fast

Yet my heart is yours and your heart is mine

Our love has gained the bond

That never ends

It never dies

Our love will never die

And our stars shall unite like the presence from the moon

Bright and airy

It delights and it blooms

Majestic is the peak of mountains

That look outstanding in the the backdrop of the fiery night

Orange hues delight the colors of the sky

And a sense of oneness makes you and I a we.

We 

We 

Are

Here

We shall always be the delightful summer

Or the delightful rain

We shall always have in our hearts 

The kindness and love at our times of peace and at our times of pain

My little girl with beautiful blond fur

I may not always see your sweet delightful fur that I love to caress

But I shall always see your glow and your presence. 

I'll find you in the moon and in the stars

But mostly I'll find you in the deepest joys within my heart. 

I love you 

Minnie

Nature at a glance

We come from different countries but as we look above

We look at the same sky

We come from different cultures but in the end

We all like an honest smile

We come from different cities yet during the day

The sun still shines

We all have different personalities but regardless of that

We all can appreciate compassion and bright loving eyes

Some, it’s true, they may not...

Some may not appreciate in the same way as we do

Some people are bombarded with things in their mind

Others are overwhelmed with their emotions

Some have schedules to hectic to even stop to glance at a flower

Others are just too busy looking forward at their plans and goals that they may not know-

They may not know to see the beauty available Right Now

Right now the wind blows, and it’s beautiful

Right now the sky is blue, and it is so very beautiful

Right now the sun is shining, and it sends me heat and love

It is so beautiful when I see the leaves and how they interact with the sun

As if they both are one

Perhaps they are

Perhaps we are

Perhaps we all are

Our mind may think so

Our heart will know so

In this moment there is so much. And in the midst of it there is this grandness of peace. Sometimes I feel the shadows of the storms and hisses, Life has many of them. I used to hate feeling the energy of despair, fear and worry. I feel things around me. I feel things within me. Yet I am learning to embrace with what comes. I am learning to embrace the heavy winds and it's hissing noises. And I learning to see that they are just winds and hissing noises. That its okay. That its alright. That they pass, and that I can let them pass. As I stop I stop running away from it. I like not running away from what feels dark and gloomy. I like just being able to observe what is, with love, with acceptance. I like that I am learning to observe what is from a more profound place, in a more profound way. And I like that by allowing what is, what is just rides with the wind of life and it carries on. I have seen that by resisting what is I am actually holding on to it more and more. I am learning to allow and by the act of allowing I naturally allow things to unfold, and to let go. And to let God. For everything that is not love, eventually brings us back to more and more love.

Oh My God

Oh My God
It's crazy all the things I see that create such tension in me, are the same things that I've seen myself do onto others in the past. I have been there. I have been called "overbearing" in the past. Now I know what it feels like to receive it. I see what it feels like when someone is asking me a bunch of questions all at once, and is very much often focused on me. I would of thought it's nice when another would be focused on my wellbeing but now I see the twist I never saw before. I know see how by them constantly asking every detail of what I am doing, I actually feel suffocated, and actually incapable. I wish instead they just asked if I need assistance, period. And if I tell them no, that they trust me enough to know that I have it under control. I see how trusting someone to figure something out on their own can be so helpful. Instead we sometimes feel like we have to solve people's problems all the time. Sometimes we feel like we are the one to come up with the answers, for the other, as if we know what is best for them. No wonder some kids become so rebellious. No wonder teenagers are not honest with their parents. No wonder why most parents don't know all the things their kids do. They need space sometimes. Odviously they need to be guided when safety is an issue. But when it becomes extreme, like everyday having a parent that is opinionated about everything they do.. well that is when they may feel constantly questioned. They may feel constantly interrogated. They may feel like the parent doubts their own capability and that is why they are constantly told what to do, and how to do it.

We become like a toy, a mere machine. And within this toy, this machine, of who we are, there is a push button, and it says "this is what they think is right for me". This push button creates within us lots of "misbeliefs". As a child we may actually believe beliefs like "I don't know anything and that is why instead of giving me a chance, they are constantly telling me how to live my life". Another belief it would create in a person would possibly be "I must be stupid if they are telling me what to do all the time". Another belief would possibly be "noone listens to me, noone believes in me". Another belief may be " I am incapable".

Beliefs go on and on... They have a mind of its own. It's when we believe these misbeliefs that create in us this whirwind of delusion and tension, that takes us over. This dark cloud can take over instantaneously. It can take over unless we become conscious of it.

There comes a point in our lives when we stop blaming others for bringing out these triggers that are so painful in us. Perhaps every situation, every person in our path, every circumstance, and every every every obstacle (that which appears to be an obstacle that is) is a mere opportunity, of an evolution higher than any sense of wonder or magical dimension we could ever imagine.

Perhaps we are meant to go through all these crazy scenarios in our life to understand and through understanding we grow with wisdom and compassion to all, until all is left is unconditional love and our deep connectedness to our true essence which vibrates with such peace and bliss.

We are ready to transcend. I feel we are all transcending more and more. And in that, thanking eachother for such blessings, even when some of these blessings appear truly disguised.