Nature at a glance

We come from different countries but as we look above

We look at the same sky

We come from different cultures but in the end

We all like an honest smile

We come from different cities yet during the day

The sun still shines

We all have different personalities but regardless of that

We all can appreciate compassion and bright loving eyes

Some, it’s true, they may not...

Some may not appreciate in the same way as we do

Some people are bombarded with things in their mind

Others are overwhelmed with their emotions

Some have schedules to hectic to even stop to glance at a flower

Others are just too busy looking forward at their plans and goals that they may not know-

They may not know to see the beauty available Right Now

Right now the wind blows, and it’s beautiful

Right now the sky is blue, and it is so very beautiful

Right now the sun is shining, and it sends me heat and love

It is so beautiful when I see the leaves and how they interact with the sun

As if they both are one

Perhaps they are

Perhaps we are

Perhaps we all are

Our mind may think so

Our heart will know so

In this moment there is so much. And in the midst of it there is this grandness of peace. Sometimes I feel the shadows of the storms and hisses, Life has many of them. I used to hate feeling the energy of despair, fear and worry. I feel things around me. I feel things within me. Yet I am learning to embrace with what comes. I am learning to embrace the heavy winds and it's hissing noises. And I learning to see that they are just winds and hissing noises. That its okay. That its alright. That they pass, and that I can let them pass. As I stop I stop running away from it. I like not running away from what feels dark and gloomy. I like just being able to observe what is, with love, with acceptance. I like that I am learning to observe what is from a more profound place, in a more profound way. And I like that by allowing what is, what is just rides with the wind of life and it carries on. I have seen that by resisting what is I am actually holding on to it more and more. I am learning to allow and by the act of allowing I naturally allow things to unfold, and to let go. And to let God. For everything that is not love, eventually brings us back to more and more love.

Oh My God

Oh My God
It's crazy all the things I see that create such tension in me, are the same things that I've seen myself do onto others in the past. I have been there. I have been called "overbearing" in the past. Now I know what it feels like to receive it. I see what it feels like when someone is asking me a bunch of questions all at once, and is very much often focused on me. I would of thought it's nice when another would be focused on my wellbeing but now I see the twist I never saw before. I know see how by them constantly asking every detail of what I am doing, I actually feel suffocated, and actually incapable. I wish instead they just asked if I need assistance, period. And if I tell them no, that they trust me enough to know that I have it under control. I see how trusting someone to figure something out on their own can be so helpful. Instead we sometimes feel like we have to solve people's problems all the time. Sometimes we feel like we are the one to come up with the answers, for the other, as if we know what is best for them. No wonder some kids become so rebellious. No wonder teenagers are not honest with their parents. No wonder why most parents don't know all the things their kids do. They need space sometimes. Odviously they need to be guided when safety is an issue. But when it becomes extreme, like everyday having a parent that is opinionated about everything they do.. well that is when they may feel constantly questioned. They may feel constantly interrogated. They may feel like the parent doubts their own capability and that is why they are constantly told what to do, and how to do it.

We become like a toy, a mere machine. And within this toy, this machine, of who we are, there is a push button, and it says "this is what they think is right for me". This push button creates within us lots of "misbeliefs". As a child we may actually believe beliefs like "I don't know anything and that is why instead of giving me a chance, they are constantly telling me how to live my life". Another belief it would create in a person would possibly be "I must be stupid if they are telling me what to do all the time". Another belief would possibly be "noone listens to me, noone believes in me". Another belief may be " I am incapable".

Beliefs go on and on... They have a mind of its own. It's when we believe these misbeliefs that create in us this whirwind of delusion and tension, that takes us over. This dark cloud can take over instantaneously. It can take over unless we become conscious of it.

There comes a point in our lives when we stop blaming others for bringing out these triggers that are so painful in us. Perhaps every situation, every person in our path, every circumstance, and every every every obstacle (that which appears to be an obstacle that is) is a mere opportunity, of an evolution higher than any sense of wonder or magical dimension we could ever imagine.

Perhaps we are meant to go through all these crazy scenarios in our life to understand and through understanding we grow with wisdom and compassion to all, until all is left is unconditional love and our deep connectedness to our true essence which vibrates with such peace and bliss.

We are ready to transcend. I feel we are all transcending more and more. And in that, thanking eachother for such blessings, even when some of these blessings appear truly disguised.

Our moments and experiences with other angel beings in this world is an awsome thing. It may not feel like it sometimes. Sometimes things people do may create such feelings in us. And then we receive the light. And then we receive how they have become teachers in our life. They have taught us what to do, or what not to do. They have reminded us if we believe in who we truly are or if we don't. They teach us if we can have unconditional love and compassion to another or ourselves, or not. They teach us patience. They teach us lots of patience. They teach us skills, life skills to fill our days with love and peace. Love and peace is an amazing feeling. And it can only be felt at times by surpassing situations. We climb that high snow top mountain and it's hard, it's really hard. We climb and we climb and at times we may even lose faith, but we keep climbing, until one day we stand from up above, and we made it. In life, there's so many opportunities to -make it, to truly face whatever is with grace and love, and sweetness, and inner strength and resilience. To face everyone and everything with love, because everything teaches us something or another. We learn more about ourselves. We learn more about others. we learn better ways of respecting ourselves. we learn better ways of respecting others. Life is indeed a journey. And it becomes more and more fun, to ride it.

Dear Blessed day

Spendid sky, splendid day.
Spendid rainbows along my way.
Inspired and in awe, I looked only up, yet then
I noticed as I looked back down, that I missed the
most wonderful part of it all.
I saw a little bird reminiscing with a friend.
They were both talking to each other in birdie language
as if they were chatting about good ole times again and again.
They were happy, never blue,
feeling the sun, and the wind,
and the day, which was lovely, and i in love with nature, became so pleased,
because in life and in nature, I lovingly see, what matters.

When we can share kindness and love, it all matters.

Wonderful times
have wonderful rhymes
for all those wonderful laughs
reveal wonderful sunshine in our paths
and we write, we write it all..
down on paper..

In spite of all the things that go wrong,
there's so many things that go right.
So many friends that show us it's all alright.
So many fields, so many flowers,
so many years, so many memories
captured,
in the heart,
deep inside,
all those lovely ones
who spark such life,
in our minds
and help us become less stuck..

So many things come and go,
we get those who yell at us,
but they're just suffering.. I know..
Life is hard, a judgement here
a judgement there..
a threat to those who cannot even bear
to live this life, because it's hard..

But let us remind ourselves,
things do get old..
and wash away,
even thoughts,
they die after play..
It's all a play.
Impermanence is inevitable.

It is said
only essence lives on.
Our outer body dies and becomes dust along
a buried field of grass.
Our outer body can also be sprinkled after cremation
over the ocean's currents along with a prayer of reflection,
as our essence lives on.

This life force, does it even turn old,
or turn dead?
Many of us don't even know how to feel it, or
acknowledge if we're always in our head.

Many who have crossed over see that our light never dies,
it never sets.

So..

I prioritize today.

Everything and everything doesn't matter
as much as my time with my true nature inside that sways.
Can I allow my mind to still and allow myself to be free?

And the more I do makes its easier, it makes it easier to breathe.

I choose to feel that peace inside that never pushes me away.
It is gentle, it is kind, it is calm.
I feel it in my hand.

Its that pulsating feeling in my fingers, its so alive.
It's so alive.

I feel it in my feet, as if I were a tree deeply rooted to the earth..

I feel my legs and my arms filled with aliveness
and
the mind becomes more calm.

Then little by little,
I scan each part of me,
like my bottom,
my back,
my groin,
my abdomen,
my ribcage,
my chest,
my neck,
my face,
my scalp,
my head...
everywhere in my body I feel more space, with each breath.
And then no longer am I the thoughts or the emotions stuck inside..
I allow everything to pass..
I come back...
I am light.

I have stilled the mind and allow myself to be free.
I breathe.

Day off
Yet dispersed
One moment the TV is on
And one moment I thirst.

Yet the wandering mind comes and goes
It finds distractions
It’s all a show

And then I stop
I take it in
I take a breath
And with surrender, I give in.

The aliveness within
Is felt a little more and more.

It just takes connection
Divine reflection
A subtle notice
A subtle sound
From deep within
That says, “Stop somehow”

I used to get mad
When I’d ruin a perfect day
But not today,
I just catch whatever tendency
And know its okay
When I come back to a quiet place
Of deep peace within
That really truly feels this sacred day.

For it’s no longer what I do
That makes me happy-
But the peace and love in which I do it in.

I can catch it at any time,
After hours of mind struggle
Or after a sad honest cry,
I can catch any emotions or tensions
That are bottled up inside,
Or fears and misdirected perceptions
That are forcing this moment to become dry
And tasteless.

I rather connect to whatever pain within and kindly face it.
And as every wind is faced by the sun,
The sun showers the wind with light,
And the wind showers the sun,
with love.

It’s all a dance, this life, this love,
This strife, these doves that fly up in the air,
And remind us, with their grace,
That we too can fly, with freedom,
Once we drop the heaviness that no longer
Serves us

Anywhere

Anywhere we go,
Anyone we see
Can tell if we are carrying years of distress
And disease.
Sure we completely fool each other and act it out.

We pretend we are all happy,
Because our car is shiny,
We think that’s all they notice
It’s all about standing out.

But true happiness within
Is when the captain is not the mind,
But the inner endless wisdom that when I am
Quiet and still, can guide me deep inside.
I feel such bliss
I feel so light
I feel every single cell within me
Electrified with aliveness, and with peace.

I can use my mind when and how I want,
But I am no longer controlled by it
Each and every day of my life.


I don’t have to be doing anything special
For me to feel this hue.
This hue of colors, that like a rainbow
Bring me back to truth.
This love, which is felt within
And throughout me.

Oneness.