In this moment there is so much. And in the midst of it there is this grandness of peace. Sometimes I feel the shadows of the storms and hisses, Life has many of them. I used to hate feeling the energy of despair, fear and worry. I feel things around me. I feel things within me. Yet I am learning to embrace with what comes. I am learning to embrace the heavy winds and it's hissing noises. And I learning to see that they are just winds and hissing noises. That its okay. That its alright. That they pass, and that I can let them pass. As I stop I stop running away from it. I like not running away from what feels dark and gloomy. I like just being able to observe what is, with love, with acceptance. I like that I am learning to observe what is from a more profound place, in a more profound way. And I like that by allowing what is, what is just rides with the wind of life and it carries on. I have seen that by resisting what is I am actually holding on to it more and more. I am learning to allow and by the act of allowing I naturally allow things to unfold, and to let go. And to let God. For everything that is not love, eventually brings us back to more and more love.